Deja vu of a time warp, again..

I was confident i could be more regular with my blogs from then on, and its exactly 3 years, 4 months and 7 days since that last login.I havent missed it a day. I am sure in this time i have had only gourd in my lunch or nothing at all. However, i never had any doubt in my mind that i could easily survive on same bland meal every day all my life. The only challenge to this seemingly glorious stance of indifference comes when the monotone is violated. The spike overwhelms the linearity and defines the aberration as an event. This is absurd as it undermines the repetitive event into non-events. This is bizarre. In one stroke it defies the notion of indifference and majority of existence. But i know its evident by now that converse would equally mock my existence. Why then, should i continually chase the other state or try striking a balance and why then don't you think that in itself would define a state.
You know the charm when existence is paradoxical, you know the absurd. How simple it is to admit the inherent meta. How uncharming and stale it would be if i admit it is about writing.